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The Tuddle Daily Podcast

July 5th, 2020

I was a featured guest of ‘The Daily Podcast Show’ and had a blast catching up with my old friend Tuddle.

We met years ago while I was attending Fetishcon and I was invited to be on a popular radio station with my friend, Whitney Morgan. The radio crew asked if I had any hidden talents, to which I was only too eager to share my love of trampling and standing on faces. They needed a volunteer, Tuddle happily agreed and the rest was history. We have been friends ever since.

He has his own daily podcast as he survives covid while living in Florida.

Here’s the link: https://www.iheart.com/podcast/269-the-tuddle-podcast-59498985/episode/tuddle-daily-podcast-episode-115-66327129/

Tuddles’ Twitter: https://twitter.com/tuddle

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Femdom BDSM Party As Told By a Submissive. Humiliation & Degradation!

September 27th, 2018
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What’s so funny, Scarlett asked.  Oh, I was just musing over the cane sticking out of your bag – an implement I assume you will want to use at the official Girls Up/boys down Party today.  Looks like it will hurt.  Oh, yes, it can hurt but it’s quite flexible she said.  Far more effective than the wooden spoon paddle I had hidden in my bag.  Her intent was made clear, she will apply the cane, meaningfully, later today.  She would not and did not disappoint.  We backed out of the driveway…over the top in my list of dreams – to accompany Mistress Scarlett to an event where she can put me on display and inform her friends what her true use is for me ….this is the Girls Up/boys down party.

 

Four days later, after a post party endorphin crash also recently experienced by others among our sub-group, I laid on the table for my semi-weekly Wednesday massage.  My therapist peeled back the sheet and exclaimed, “Your Glutes!  Where did you get those bruises?!!”  “Ah, would you believe I ran into a bevy of sadistic cane wielding women”, I said?  HaHaHa, no, she replied.  “Ya, ok, I fell through a rotted plank boardwalk across an irrigation ditch in an old orange grove”.  “Wow!” She said.  “Looks like that must’ve hurt.” Riiiiiight….
Attending as Scarlett Lush’s personal servant gave me a certain legitimacy I could find no where else.  Oh, you came with Scarlett said one lovely Lady…here, these clothes pins on your nipples will do well then.  And with a wave of a hand she said come back when it’s time to take them off…you’ll know when…Scarlett smiled at me, thinking to herself… I like passing you around. 

 

Once the pins came off she said don’t put them on again for another hour or so…but alas, it was not to be.  30 minutes later there was another set on my slightly numb nipples.  All the subs lined up to have their clothes pins whipped off.  My eyes begged for SydneyScreams to do the whipping.  I tried to impress her, making the pins dance by flexing my pecs.  STOP THAT! she screamed.  I’m putting on a show for you I responded.  I DON’T WANT A SHOW, she screamed.  Maybe that is why she is called SydneyScreams.  And then she got close and quiet squeezing the clothes pins very tight, crushing my nipples and whispered… “I want real”.  Ooww!!!!  Oh…um, yes.  And the squeezing got harder…and I winced and let out a grunt.  “Is that real now?” she asked… “getting realer by the second” I choked out.  The pins were then whipped off…and my crushed nipples pinched hard yet again between her fingertips…with her smile crisp as she looked in my eyes squeezing, she did not need to say the words “remember me”.  Four days out my nipples are still “real”..today being the first day the soft ribbed material of my “wife beater” t-shirt did not cause undue nipple pain and distress…yep, that’s real Ms. Sydney…how can I thank you?

 

Despite the beauty of her whisper, the clothes pin whipping did not go exactly as planned. Though whipped off my nipple, the pin hung on by a single embarrassingly long scraggly chest hair… “EWEEEE… FIX THAT!!!! The Ladies cried. And then it happened again on the second one….AAAHHHHHHHH!!!!  Deep in the back of my mind I heard shouting, “Someone get the razor!”  And in an instant I was set upon by 3 or 4 Ladies wielding a bright pink electric dipilliatory razor…we’re going to take care of this they shouted – not just a shave but pulling out these gross hairs by the roots – you don’t need these!! Fortunately for me, they decided my lower back would be shaved as my chest was just too much..and so, with one shaving and one on each side holding down my arms they set about removing any offending hair.  Mind you however I was not the only sub in line for his clothes pin whipping.  I could not resist leaning over to the sub to my right and mentioning to him how impressed I was there were a few Ladies who ONLY recognized him from behind when he first walked in.   Just outstanding, I said.  Ssshhhh, keep it down or you too might get an “ASSignment”, he said.

 

A second or so later Scarlett floated by, stopping for less than an instant …but just long enough to attach yet more clothes pins – this time on my balls.  Come with me and give me a foot massage she said….don’t let those come off…  And off we went, with me somehow positioning on the ground so that the clothes pins would remain securely attached as I cleaned, kneaded, cooled, massaged and caressed her remarkably exquisite feet.
My task complete, Scarlett took leave and her seat was immediately filled by yet another wonderful Lady.  Oh yes, waved Scarlett, he’s very good on feet, you should have him do it for you too and so I remained pinned on the ground, baking shirtless in the sun, to offer another Lady the chance to relax and cool her feet.  Is a sunburn too much to bear just to hear Miss Scarlett say “he’s very good” …ah, I think not.  I finished my second task and begged my leave of Miss KittyM.

 

The afternoon was waning.  Time growing short and Scarlett needed to leave.  I ran to the boys “dressing room” to retrieve the wooden spoon paddle Miss Scarlett enjoys so much…in the hopes she would find the humor and pleasure in its use.  I began presenting it to her and the lovely Ms Derby who noted: my…I do believe he’s trying to manipulate you into using his spoon paddle Miss Scarlett!  Yes, I am and we all know it, but then Scarlett pushed the spoon paddle to Ms Derby and grabbed the cane.  Yes, sub-s, bend over now, with legs apart, so both of us can both whip your joe boxer ass and your balls too.  It should be knownScarlett is not easily manipulated and her wish for caning is not to be denied.  The cane came up hard, repeatedly, between my legs.  My balls bouncing and the pain ringing through my gut.  Then came the caning across my ass and I found myself shouting loudly…none of which seemed to cause any quieting among the now rowdy crowd.  Breathe my boy, breathe….

 

Earlier however what did seem to quite the crowd was a shockingly loud slapping kick to the nuts of one of the sub-males.  This was no film at 11 and set the tone early on.  The kick, delivered by one of the ladies I had met over the course of the day, remained ever present in my mind. At leaving time I extended my hand to hers and our eyes met….there was something unsaid, something left undone, her beautiful feet, and we parted…and now I imagine her saying, wait, before you go…now you must get your balls kicked too…
I drifted for a moment and offered goodbyes to all those I could.  I thanked the green eyed goddess Mlle Belladiva for her hospitality.  My world is now much richer for having met new friends.  Miss Scarlett is satisfied and happy with the day, what better reward could there be?

 

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Medical Update

July 2nd, 2018
I’ve been botox for 2 months. It’s reduced the severity of my migraines by one or two pain points but not frequency. Apparently round two should be better. I get my next round the 24th. So I should know in August (it takes about 2 weeks to kick in) if it’s going to work for me or not. I’m skeptical at this point. I want it to help but it’s hard when you’re in pain all the time and nothing seems to stick. My last round of nerve block injections I had 9 migraines. The nerve blocks last for 10 days, so apparently it’s not working anymore. I got my nerve blocks the day before Dark’s Odyssey’s Fusion (kink camp) but I was sick and had a migraine every single day. One day I even got two! Ugh. I ended up leaving early because I just couldn’t handle it anymore. I did however learn two new skills. Needle play and using a single tail. Single tail I can practice at home to perfect the strikes. Needles require someone to play with but it’s a really fun way to make someone have an adrenaline rush. I’m happy I got to learn something new and be around kinky people even if I didn’t get to participate much. It still feels warm and fulfilling.
I really appreciate all of the support and well wishes from everyone. It’s nice knowing so many people care and are rooting for me! I’m certainly not giving up.

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Migraine Management

Posted in medical, personal  by ScarlettLush
May 30th, 2018

My health is slowly on the upswing. I’m no longer dealing with daily low-grade headache and body aches. Which means I’m sleeping better and this has dramatically improved my mood. Nerve block injections plus Botox seems to be key. Nerve block injections make me feel amazing and have no side effects but they are quite painful and only last 10 days. Botox seems to be helping bit by bit, but requires 31 injections per visit! I’m no longer afraid of needles thanks to my medical issues. Botox didn’t work right away, it took about a week for me to notice anything and about 3 weeks for it to fully be in effect. Botox should last for three months, which is amazing. Apparently the first round is also the weakest so hopefully I’ll feel even better at the end of July after my 2nd round.

I’m still not working but I have energy bursts here and there and am actually looking forward to going back to work which is how I know I’m feeling better. I always enjoy being active and motivated except for when I’m sick, then it’s hard to look forward to anything. Before Botox I was at about 30/40% energy levels daily, now I feel more at 60/70%.

I’m been phone chatting Princess Kali for some ideas on how to keep a work flow schedule and also not make myself sicker. She’s an amazing woman and great for bouncing ideas off of. So in the next few weeks I’ll be back to online appointments. My problem in the past has always been that I push myself too hard and make myself sick. I’m really going to create (and try to stick to) a realistic work/life/health balance schedule. This way I’ll be able to keep working, despite my poor health, not push myself into getting sick again and repeating this vicious cycle.

Thanks for reading.

xoxo

Scarlett

 

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I’m Frustrated

April 23rd, 2018

Today is rough. Last week I was on a course of intense steroids for 6 days to attempt to reduce the severity of my migraines, I had to switch other anti-migraine meds, and was basically reduced to a high and low emotional mess. One minute I was fine, the next I would be sobbing because I loved my cat so much that I couldn’t cope with all of my emotions due to the steroids. It turned out to be a complete waste of time and money as it unfortunately did nothing for me. But it’s checked off the list I suppose.

After a year of waiting I was finally able to be treated by the georgetown neurology clinic which only deals with headache and migraine patients. This month is going to be pretty intense, I’m with a panel of doctors now working together to try and get this chronic pain under control. I’m undergoing a MRI, a sleep study, nerve-block injections, and finally, botox.

I started two new medications this weekend and can’t take as many drugs to abort the pain once they start because of rebound effect. I can’t even take excedrin or alieve. Not being able to squeeze my pain relief security blanket is scary and the withdraws are pretty bad.

Lastly I have to get on birth control to stop my periods all together because hormones are the devil for me and cause a lot of migraines. And I get to see a psychiatrist and therapist as recommended by my panel of doctors because my anxiety and depression is at an all time from high being in pain every day and basically not able to do much social activity. I’m not even working anymore. I’m a bed potato and it sucks.

I miss volunteering, I miss working, I miss hiking around D.C., I miss working out. I just miss life and feel like it is running by me.

I’ve been pretty MIA lately and this is why (for those of you wondering), and chronic pain awareness is important because it effects everything is someone’s life. It’s completely drained me, oh yeah, and I can’t even reach for my energy comfort, coffee, because it also can effect headaches. I get one cup a day now. BUT STILL. I LOVE COFFEE AND WANT IT ALL THE TIME. So please be patient while doctors play guinea pig on me. I try to post happy and fun stuff on social media because I need to try and smile even if I feel like death on the inside.

The only commitment I currently make is Risque at The Crucible. It’s the 2nd Saturday of the month. It’s a lively dungeon play party with quirky themes and demo stations for newbies and seasoned veterans. I run the sybian with my girlfriend, Kat. Stop by and say “hello” if you’re there. This event is easy for me because it’s only for a few hours and if I get sick Kat can take over for me. Plus it gets me out of the house.

 

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I’m Sick.

February 22nd, 2018

This is hard to admit, but I am not doing well right now.

I’ve been suffering from severe chronic migraines since I was a teenager. Calling them “headaches” doesn’t do them justice; I can’t take aspirin or ibuprofen to help with the pain, I can barely function when they hit, and the recovery is slow and leaves me vulnerable to rebound migraines for hours or days afterwards. I have to spend most of my time walking on eggshells, babying myself and avoiding many of my favorite activities.

I want to be healthy so. badly. I spend most of my days hiding in a dark room, listening to the low hum of a white noise machine while I sip Pedialyte and try not to vomit or pass out from the pain. If I’m lucky, I get two days per week of normal-ish functioning.

I have 10 different medications on me at all times in case a migraine hits. Sometimes the meds do nothing, and I end up in the ER because the nausea is so intense I’m unable to keep pills or liquids down. Even when the meds do work, they leave my brain foggy, zap all my energy, and turn me into a vegetable. I can’t drive, make simple decisions, or remember much of what happens around me. I’ve been on countless other preventative medications and tried a lot of lifestyle changes, but nothing has worked so far. And some of the preventative side effects have been almost as bad as having the migraine anyway.

To reduce the likelihood of a migraine, I’ve tried to identify what can trigger them. So far my list is:

low blood sugar
birth control
hormone changes around my cycle
stress
flying
too much sleep
too little sleep
wine
barometric pressure changes (more than 0.20 milibars per day)
strong chemical smells
severe climate changes
heavy smoke
dehydration
physical labor
and possibly certain foods

I’m very active on migraine blogs and have tried countless remedies in an attempt to get relief. I receive emails from people offering me advice and I truly appreciate it. Here’s what I’ve done so far:

Lots of medications (too many to list – if you’ve heard of a migraine med assume I’ve done it)
acupuncture
massage therapy
yoga
over hydrating (seriously, I drink tons of water)
baths
essential oils
exercise
seeing a regular chiropractor
sphenopalatine ganglion (SPG) nerve blocks
CBD oil
every over the counter medicine or migraine remedy I’ve encountered

What I’m trying this year:

Botox (I’m waiting on my neurologist to see if we can try it)
…And whatever else my doctors recommend. I have a panel of neurologists looking after me. It took a year to get into their care but it’s one of the best in the country.

My mental health has suffered significantly because I’m sick all the damn time. Being barely able to function makes me feel awful and guilty. The pain, depression, and anxiety pull me into a downward spiral of negativity and wreck any attempts at productivity.

I’m often so weak that I have to rely heavily on my poly/kink family. They are my world, and I am so thankful to have them in my life. When we go out they make sure I have water and snacks, and they watch out for me to make sure I’m feeling ok as the night progresses and I expend what energy I do have. When we stay in, they play video games and watch awful reality tv with me to help distract me, and they take turns rubbing my head and shoulders to help ease the pain. They let me cry, vent, and take me to doctors appointments or hospitals when I’m too sick to function. I’ve always valued my independence, strength, and my ability to lead and get shit done. Not being able to fulfill that strong leader-type of role is really messing with my sanity. It’s very difficult for me to ask for help, admit that I’m sick, and not shine the way I normally do. Simply put, my mind is fierce and strong and my body just isn’t keeping up. I feel like I’m too young and have too much life to live to be inside and in pain all of the time.

But, I’m not a quitter. I’m a problem solver and a hard worker. I’ll figure out a way to make this work and shine again. Sessions are hard for me these days, but I’m actively trying to do more. If you’re looking for services from me, keep emailing me once a month to see how I’m doing. I want to see you, I just can’t when I’m only 20% okay. You deserve me when I’m able to give you 100% of my creative, sadistic self. I don’t do half measures – it’s not how my brain works.

I also get a lot of requests offering help when I’m sick, for massages, food runs, errands, etc. I really appreciate the offers but I’m not generally in a state to receive them. I prefer to hide in a cave only exposing myself to those I trust. You don’t want to serve a Queen who has been in pajamas all day, hasn’t done her hair or makeup and can barely function – and even if you don’t mind, I do. I prefer not to be seen in that light, even by my favorite submissives.

There are a few flavors of help that I’m comfortable accepting in my weakened state: Come to my live channel and hop in chat and talk to me! Send me a nice email. I put things on my wishlist that help like food items, Uber gift cards, etc. Follow my social media and leave nice comments. Just be a decent human being. I notice these things, and I’ll recognize and reward for your kind acts of service when I’m feeling better.

Thanks for listening.

-SL

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Life Update

March 24th, 2017

Life. is. good.

November and December are always a blur thanks to my birthday and the holidays. The most memorable moment was being thoroughly spoiled at the mall during a Christmas session in Orlando with a long-time client. Teasing and torturing someone who has been so loyal and caring over the years is always a delightful experience for me.

January and February were incredibly busy, but March has slowed down. I’m currently in Philly with my best friend who is undergoing a fairly complicated surgery. I’ve been her nurse and caregiver since March 12th. Being raised in the South didn’t prepare me for all this snow. I don’t know how people deal with this weather. The calm beauty of a blizzard is nice but I’ve been freezing my tail off. I just want to stay in bed or in a hot bath all day long. I need to gear up before I embark on another snowy adventure.

Most people are surprised that I have such a tender bedside manner when in Nurse Scarlett mode. It’s a role I take on only for those closest to me, but I do enjoy it. My organizational skills and comfort giving orders make me an effective caretaker. It doesn’t hurt that I don’t mind bodily fluids or blood either. 😉

However I *am* going a bit stir-crazy because the blizzard has kept us cooped up inside so much. There’s also a kink in my neck from napping in my friend’s hospital room. But it’s a small price to pay for being able to care for a dear friend in their time of need.

 

 

 

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Sick, Sad World.

Posted in dominatrix, domme, femdom, humiliatrix, personal, scarlettlush  by ScarlettLush
March 1st, 2016

Some of you have been asking where I’ve disappeared to. Not really anywhere, unless you count my dark bedroom.

Migraines, they have consumed my life again. Ugh, just typing out the word frustrates me.

Last November I got off medication that was giving me awful side effects: sleeping 12+ hours a day, groggy all the time, and basically zapping all my energy. I’m normally a bright, active person and this was taking a huge toll on my body and mind.

Then in December I switched to a new medication and it sparked the mother of all migraines. I was sick for 15 days, pain level 7-10 of constant migraine. I went in and out of hospitals, walk-in clinics, saw my doctor and neurologist multiple times, tried a weird new procedure that drips lidocaine into my nose, saw a chiropractor, got on steroids, etc. I’ve never had a migraine last more than 48 hours, this was pure torture. Every doctor I saw didn’t know what to do or couldn’t give me answers on why it was happening.

Nothing would break the migraine. The few remedies that did anything provided a few hours of partial relief at most, but never completely stopped the migraine. It always returned in full force. I thought I was dying. I lost weight. I put all of my projects/work on hold. I spent most days in bed wishing for relief or death.

After 15 days the pain started dwindling away. I had an appetite again. I was feeling okay and figured that was the end of it.

In mid-January the migraine tornado returned. Not at strong as before and only lasted a week, but it still sucked and I was pissed. I hate laying and sitting around. The pain was eating away at my happiness, but my neurologist figured out it was a delayed withdrawal symptom of the medication I’d stopped.

Just as the migraine storms calmed down, I realized something else was off. The new medication I was on was making me feel worse than the old one. It messed with my cognitive abilities in an intense way. Suddenly spelling, reading, figuring out maps or puzzles, even coming up with the right words to speak became challenging. I was in a constant mental fog. I learned this medication was not-so-affectionately referred to as “dopamax” for very good reasons. It also kept me awake at night and  made me nauseous 24/7. Any physical activity I attempted, even gentle yoga, would cause me to vomit and sometimes even trigger a migraine. On top of all that, it wasn’t reducing the frequency or intensity of my migraines. I was still getting them at least 4 days a week.

I had to slowly taper off that medication and now I’m on something new. It’s only been a week, but it’s been the best I’ve felt in a long time. I wake up with energy in the morning again. It seems like it has much better control of my migraines already. I’ve only had one. so far. Interrupted and poor sleep is still a big migraine trigger for me but it seems like this medication is helping. I’m getting control of my migraines, they aren’t controlling me anymore. And for someone who gets off on being in control, this is a huge deal in my life. I don’t like anything else running Scarlett’s world.

So for those of you wondering, yes I’m still here and yes I’m still working. I’m not going anywhere, just had to take a break for my health. If you’ve emailed me in the past few months for a session and didn’t get a response, I was probably sick. So feel free to email me again.

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I’m back bitches!

August 21st, 2015

It’s been a long 6 months. At the end of August I will have officially graduated salutatorian with a gpa of 3.9. I will be licensed in Florida to provide skincare needs. My official title is esthetician, but my favorite is waxing. Especially men. I’m hoping to land a part time job at a waxing spa.

What does this mean for Scarlett Lush? I’m one of those people who cannot sit home every day behind a desk. As much as I love filming, modeling, and online domination I get burned out if I don’t change up my routine. My in-person sessions fulfill that need but unfortunately it can be a bit unstable. I love staying busy and learning, so going back to school was a great idea for my mental sanity. I feel more inspired and have more ideas to bring to website.

 

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About a year ago Youtube banned my account for being too racy, so I’ve redirected my channel to focus on kink and sex education. I will be reviewing products, answering BDSM questions, and talking about anything interesting in the kink world. I added a new video today reviewing two different chastity devices.  Check out my latest one here:

I’m very happy to be on the path I’ve created. Thank you for reading and following.

 

P.S. My video store will be updated tomorrow evening. http://clips4sale.com/studio/57621

 

 

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Life Changes and Limited Time.

Posted in dominatrix, humiliatrix, personal  by ScarlettLush
February 20th, 2015

It’s two months into 2015 and already my subs have exceeded my expectations. I’ve been spoiled and am very grateful for them always thinking of me.

Gold 1920’s styled earrings.

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Kate Spade fuchsia glitter pumps and a matching wristlet.

 

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My first pair of Louboutin nude pumps! These are 100% sex in shoe form.

 

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A purple iPod Nano for my workouts.

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And a brand new 27″ 4K iMac! It’s beautiful and the graphics and resolution are better than anything I’ve ever seen before. It’s going to be great for online sessions and video editing. Some new Youtube videos will be coming up soon…

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What’s Next in Scarlett’s Life?

My life is busy and full of being around people who make me happy and inspire me. I’ve decided to enroll in school to get my esthetician’s license. I’ve been a Professional Domme for a long time now and wanted to expand my makeover knowledge. With these skills I will be better able to transform men into sissy bois, wax men’s hairy bodies and be an even better makeup artist for the occasional vanilla client. I *love* learning so I’m really looking forward to school starting on Monday!

Unfortunately for you, I won’t be taking on new clients for the next 6 months. I’m lucky enough that my regulars keep my schedule full, though I may consider online sessions with new clients if I have spare time. I’ll post the info here if I do.

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That’s all for now. Have a kinky day.

 

xoxo,

Scarlett Lush

 

 

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